June 21, 2010

這樣的我~

同事說 雖然他不知道我經歷過什麼事情


說還好我沒踏上歧途


所以她覺得我真的很堅強  很獨立


我笑著回答說 還好吧~


其實內心想著


這樣的我 不獨立 不堅強 行嗎~
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說真的一路上這樣走來


特種行業 真的有閃過我念頭


CALL客~訪客~這對我來說已經是極限了


所以我畏懼了


別看我人來瘋的樣子


那行業真的不適合我~


還好有朋友的阻擾     


還好有你們大家陪著我撐過來


不然說真的 我真的還是會踏上歧途~


真的很感謝你們這些朋友

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一直有人問我 難道我都不會恨他們嗎~


恨~


我該恨誰~


恨那些曾經深深傷害過我的人嗎?


釋懷過後 還有什麼好恨的


但是 我妹卻說 這樣的我好懦弱~


我怎麼能這麼輕易就忘記那些傷痛


我沒有忘記 只是不願在想起


你們會懂那感受嗎~


會懂嗎~
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我曾經在剛認識的人面前說著我的事情


說著 說著 就哭了


自己覺得好丟臉 怎們會這麼弱就哭了


我不是很堅強著嗎~


曾經跟朋友說過 跟不熟的人聊天 好輕鬆喔~


在不熟悉的人面前 比較沒有防備心


想說什麼就說什麼


而在熟悉的人面前 我卻會隱藏 隱藏內心的聲音


所以對我越認識的人 越會覺得我好神祕


就是這個原因~


不知何時 漸漸的不輕易相信任何人


這保護色 多久才能卸下


這樣的我     還要多久!!!










~花舞雨~ 怎麼會忘不掉!!!!












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