June 20, 2009

guilty

it would be better for me to speak in Chinese when it comes to things like this.
you know, the too-sentimental things.

so!!

我知道妳的感覺,關於被遺忘、不存在,
也許妳不相信,
因為妳太羨慕我可以留在臺灣,留在朋友身邊,
但其實,留下的人不見得比較親近。

在畢典剛開始做的時候,
我也跟小飛聊過,
56,真的不是妳所認識的56了。
我也很孤單,很無助,
但我能做什麼呢?

我可以用看戲的心態跟妳聊黑暗分裂大八卦,
也可以一直跟妳討論其他女生的壞話,
但不論怎樣,
都改變不了事實。

也許我還不夠努力吧,
就這麼畢業了。

上了哪裡要告訴我,
希望我們能在政大當同學,
但無論如何,至少我們在同一個國家裡了XD
大學開始新的生活吧!
交新朋友,找到一份更值得的歸屬感。
this time, I'll be there for you the whole journey.

cheer up, okay? i know you're tough.
and I really want you to know how I appreciate to have you as a friend.
我記得我們曾經有過一次吵架,
經歷了這些,
我真的很高興即使到了分開很久的現在,
妳仍能視我為朋友,這樣關心我。

last thing, what is the exactly date for you arriving in Taiwan?
the news is that I'm leaving for Vienna and Budapest on July 19!
I'm sooooo excited about the trip!!
while that also means we'll have to hold longer to see each other again.
(I've left this on your blog too.)

I only dare to write all these because I know you must be on a plane or something right now.
And in the miserable version of your trip, I might be the one away in Europe when you finally get to a computer.
Then there's nothing to fear. LOL. I mean no reason to be shy.
Bon voyage anyways.

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  • 1樓

    1樓搶頭香

    LOL! I am not on the plane now, so I saw
    it *wink* *wink*

    I wish I can get into NTU though ;)
    But we will have 4 years to cherish
    together, that's for sure:D

    Hehe, I know you are guilty XDDD! HAHA!
    It's ok lah, 雖然還是有一點難以忘懷 about
    being forgotten, but...what else can I
    do, right?

    I miss you so much though, you and Xin
    were like the 2 best friends I had in
    high school and I really appreciated
    that. All the moments we spent together
    are hard to forget, and I really miss
    you.

    I am coming back to Taiwan on the 11th,
    at least, that's what I think.

    I hope you'll have a great trip! I
    replied to your message in my blog
    anyway ;)

  • Kereemah at June 20, 2009 10:46 PM comment | prosecute
  • 2樓

    2樓頸推

    Well, it has been 2 years since I left
    HSNU, I don't blame anyone for
    forgetting that there was actually
    someone outside HSNU that cared about
    56. It's just that, I felt so sad being
    forgotten. Especially when I had seen
    what they could have done, like buying
    me the book and asking ppl to sign it
    for me. Of course, I think that would be
    totally impossible for me, since ppl
    always forget me...

    I was just kidding about you being
    guilty, don't feel guilty cuz it's not
    your fault, ppl always forget.

    I am glad you wrote this article for me,
    in fact, I was touched when I read this.
    Best friends forever, right?

    <p.s. I had to make two comments due to
    the word limit :S>

  • Kereemah at June 20, 2009 10:47 PM comment | prosecute
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