March 7, 2010

I Lost



3/4(Night)

忍不住就別逞強
多少情緒在交替,好複雜

曾經也想放開
我想放開
自始自終都像個無生命的超人

我不是超人,也不是鐵人
內心與表面無法成正比.
知人知面不知心
我 
猜不透

像隻無頭蒼蠅一樣
腦中盤旋著相同問題
一直繞一直繞

找不到答案
得失心就是重

找到不是自己要的答案
就只能一面埋頭啜泣

趁我還有最後一絲力氣時
我想放開這些不屬於自己的謠言

一句話可以中傷很多人
也可以改變一個人的心
你懂嗎 ?

我痛恨那些不真實的謠言
心早就寒了         是徹底

有本事就自己做做看
雙面齊全
兩面都顧到
談何容易

心臟該為誰發光發熱
只有自己知道

從最初到現在
已經很累了  !!!

不懂 不懂 不懂 ......
其實有好多不懂

也許也不懂他在想什麼?
他或許在你面前說這樣
在別人面前是說那樣

你也不知道
表面上你們很好
實情卻又不一定是如此

愛只有簡單筆劃 卻比想像中複雜
人都是這樣
習慣說一套做一套
真心的在哪? 
我想要沒心機,是真心的有這麼困難?
FK~~~心機都給我
我不缺你們這些
知心幾個就夠 

我就是這麼容易
相信人?

真想不到
唉 ..

其實我有很多感慨的要說
只是我又不知道從何說起

有時候一點點失望
有時候一點點沮喪
有時候一點點難過
有時候一點點生氣

失望一點一滴會累積成絕望

有時候會麻痺自己
有時候會選擇逃避
有時候會想要面對
有時候會獨自哭泣

到底什麼時候才可以逃離

我以為按照自己想要的生活過會很簡單
但是因為種種因素讓我不能這樣子過

為什麼明明是自己的生活
卻還要顧慮到好多人才可以過

笨得好透徹
傻的可以
難道
好人就該被欺負嗎
但是真的看清了

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    做自己! 不要顧慮到別人連自己都忘記掉
    知道嘛! 笨野口

  • BBY at March 8, 2010 07:29 AM comment
  • 呵呵~你都搞失蹤,還說我勒! ㄎㄎㄎ~

    只是一切都變了
    怎麼會!!! .....:(
    天氣一天比一天冷,要保重自己
    不要著涼囉! ㄎㄎㄎ~

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