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November 23, 2009
PRoud to Love~~TVXQ!
东方神起已经是一个传说,
全国各地都公认的传说,
在100K人心中栽下了根,
在许多媒体里留下了痕迹,
甚至在世界记录里留下了脚印~~
多少对耳朵停了他们的歌,
多少只脚跳了他们的舞,
多少张嘴唱了他们的歌,
多少颗心放在他们的身上,
多少双眼睛看着他们在音乐里创下的成就...
他们的故事,
他们的声音,
他们的笑声,
他们的动作，
他们的一切一切．．．
我们还要在荧幕上看到更多的你们,
无论是私底下的趣事,
还是偷拍的照片,
还想继续收藏....
你们的岁月不只是5年,
还有陆续的10年15年,
大家都还期待你们的新作啊~~
还想听JJ的可爱Rap,
XIAH的海豚磁铁音,
YC的词曲,
CM的高音,
U-KNOW的舞蹈....
2007年的第一场大马演唱会,
我不希望那将会是最后一场,
2007年的第一次见面,
我不希望那将会是最后一次...
难得可以支持那么久的团体,
可不可以不要让我绝望?
我真的不甘愿就这样没有了他们......
November 23, 2009
Always Keep The Faith~~~동방신기
一直连续不断的考验...
我很想说,喜欢他们整3-4年的我,
不能不CARE...
心当然会痛,
不认识他们的人,
能否理解我们的心情?
另三只还是不忘被逼离开他们的2个同伴,
还是希望5个人可以真正的在台上领奖~
全国粉丝不断的给予支持,电视上可看到了....
真的不能原谅在他们3 vs 2人从中作梗的SM...
为什么一定要拆散他们...
SM从中获得的利益又是什么?
面子吗? 金钱吗?
我无能为力,不能帮到他们,
可是我会给予101%的支持~~
神起从开始是5个人,
到最后也一定会是5个人..
眼看5人将被拆散,
可是5人心中,
CSP心中,
东方神起永远都将会是5个成员!
我不相信世上有所谓的永远,
不过我相信神起对CSP的承诺~~
尤其是金在中的承诺~~~
就是不要辜负CSP对他们的期望...
好的男生团体,
真的不能持久吗?
光良品冠?
ENERGY?
连w-inds.都曾经传要分开...=.=(还好只是假消息)
大家都心疼了,
现在应该给予的支持,
想大声对他们说,
我们会一直继续支持你们,
希望你们振作,
这场大战,我们会用精神与心灵帮你们对抗!!!
MIDUHYO~~
WE ARE PROUD TO LOVE TVXQ!
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH...
November 22, 2009
Jz a dinner...
No dress,
No make up,
No hairstylist...
Apa macam?
Buy dress,
DO make up,
DO hairstyle...
No money,
No time,
No chance..
Wear jeans,
Wear Tee,
Wear slipper...
Wear specs,
Grassy hair,
Pale face...
Like dat go ppl punya wedding dinner?
should be ok i think??
so Fed up,
and i Give up...
Stay at home don't go la...
better i think....=.=
November 19, 2009
It's getting interesting....
Filter my heart,
Filter my soul,
Filter my mind...
How far can u go,
how far i can reach...
i miss those days,
where Pure mind is there...
but there isn't those times anymore..
The older we get,
the tougher road goes..
The older we get,
the more unexpected things happens...
The more we grow,
things to seem more complicated...
Human mind are unpredictable...
U love,
U hate,
U kept,
U show...
Life seems to be unfair,
Good ppl tend to be bulied,
Bad ppl always gets the win...
I'm tired of this kind of life,
but stil i feel i hav a long way to go..
Always got to be prepared to face war..
Those who are closely connected,
nid to also be aware off...
I dun belief in trust anymore..
only those i feel its worth...
F- for you
R- ready to help you
I - is very understanding
E- encourages you
N- nice to you
D- does cares for you
October 31, 2009
Another meaningless~~~
Life is somewhat ridiculous at times...
I made myself look rather ridiculous...lolz
I have doubt.
I dunno how to plan n wat to plan..
to be frank...
i dun lik to make decision...
yet...
I dun lik ppl controlling me by telling me what to do...
Lifes seems to be full of challenge..
challenge which i dare not risk...
it's not hard... it really isn't...
its juz... i dun hav the courage to do so..
my brain is actually kinda screwed...
i cannot untangle the things inside...
once a decision needs to be made,
all sorts of consequences come into 1~~
i have no sense on wat to do, how to do it..
i'm so very confuse...
n i admit... i have become rather more stupid than b4..
lack of protein?
n my lazy worm is keeping me up~~
lazy lazy lazy...
its a final semester now...
can i juz fight it to the end??!!
gotto try hard n FOCUS....
what wrong v me? T>T
October 23, 2009
October 20, 2009
September 26, 2009
和立大一-ing
Semester break~~
how great is that?
In my hometown for almost 2 weeks now~~~
Felt many things,
found out many things,
learn many things....
times goes fast,
anything can just happen out of sight...
people change...
just hoping that everything goes well soon...
praying hard at the moment...
had many plans,
need to be done all b4 goin bek to KL~
love being with family all the while...^^
nothing to worry about~
keep making myself being out of sight
be forgotten....
despite of being alone...
being enjoy of peaceful space...
whenever at home,
like to be isolated from outside world
even interacting in cyberspace....
closely shut~
sumhow
finding myself lack of inspiration
to write to talk to communicate
feel so..
dumb @@
would try to make it up
sumhow....
let my inspiration RETURN
to let me talk the talk
and walk the walk~~~~~
September 13, 2009
LAST LAST LAST~~~~Wuhooo......
剩下最后一科了~~~
希望时间快快过~~
我要"飞"回家了!!! \ (^ v ^) /
可是最后一科我一直读不明白啊!! T.T
心早已飞回家了~~~
昨晚竟然梦到自己半夜去了机场~~
路上蛮奔波的~~
去到的时候~~~
才恍然大悟~~
我忘了把印出来的飞机票证据带去机场!!! 囧rz
结果幸运的是我们早到机场7个小时,
才发现自己凌晨2点在飞机场~~=.=
结果又奔波的回家找飞机票~~~ ZZZZZZZ.....@@
很累啊!!! @@
回到家里却变成好象豪宅一样~~
房间多到....
我找不到自己的房间在哪里啊!!! Orz
*可能是在暗示我不要先想回家,
要先注重考试....@@*
找到了票之后,好象成功踏上了飞机!
飞机餐还没来得及吃~~
就给闹钟吵醒了!!! =.=
唉!现在要想的是考IMC IMC~~
最后最后最后一科了!!!!
加油加油加油!!!
PENANG 我来了!! wuhoo.....
September 6, 2009
August 22, 2009
Meaningful and Meaningless Life
*stunned with wretch new posting style..=.=*
Din quite blog for a while..
hmm.. wat have i been going thru?
Quite much of a high and downs..
well, recently meaning full event that i've came thru would surely be
-Mr Leong's Crisis Management class..
the real experiece is really vy precious to us...
bcz no other place that u can really learn it so cleary..
*stil nt sure y senior would wan to scratch his car*
the AMAZING team was form thru dis..
but i stil doubt that it will last to the end..
i REALLY DOUBT it..
its nt i dun give the trust n dun wan to instil the belief...
bcz human r stil human, where there is human, there sure is conflict.....
i'm a Supporter.. i dislike conflict.. yes i dun!
still ppl frm diff culture and diff backgrd has diff beliefs..
i would lik to put a long eye look on this in the future event..
hope we r really dis AMAZING...
Gratitude to Mr Leong... SALute to u SIR... U have taught much..
n we have learn much...!!!sankyuu...︿(￣︶￣)︿
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Well, its near to exam period now...
i dun even noe what have i learned from the other subject...
all i remember doing is jz assignments assignment and assignments...
i dun remember learning anything..
that is wat i'm worried about...
n i dun even noe how to start study...@@
dis is really very very bad... n i dun lik the feeling...
feel myself being vy stupid... stupid n dumb....
cz i cant think of anything....┐(─__─)┌ 你說我有啥米辦法咧~
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hmm...recently found out i cant really focus much on things also...can die liao lo
no gud no gud no gud... this is really no gud..
i'm actually having a lot of mental stress atm..
a lot of things i cant find an answer towards it...
i'm very confuse...
I only can blame myself... cz i dunno wat is right n wrong anymore....
dun ask y...
yes, i start to keep things to myself..
keep warning myself to SHUT UP...
SHUT UP SHUT UP....(╯‵□′)╯︵ ┴─┴ 翻桌啦!
frustrated towards myself...
dun try to understand, bcz ppl jz dun...
i wan to go out, but i also wan to put myself in the cage...
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农历7月降临~~~
不怎么是一个好日子...
大家出门千万要小心...
别出夜街那么多...
不怕一万,只怕万一~~~
小心遇到XXX.........
HAPPY GHOST MONTH...Boooo......@@
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July 18, 2009
低落到谷地~~
最近的心情一直起落不定~~
那种复杂的心情~~
很痛苦~~
功课堆满整个生活空间,
又多了一些私人事情~~~
快乐时光减少了很多很多....
真的很想丢下所有事情,
好好渡一个假.....
但完全是没有那么一点时间....
气喘开始又发作了...
我知道这是压力的征兆...
觉得自己开始变成另外一个人,
一个以前的自己....
开始又沉默了....
打开不了自己的心,
其实很多话我很想说..
可是变得都说不出口了....
再次崩溃了....
心结越来越复杂...
对最近的生活真的很厌倦.....
难怪很多时候人会选择自杀....
因为一些无形的压力...
不懂要如何去解决.....
就把自己给了断~~~
放心...我不会做傻事~~~
至少现在不会.....
唯一能做到只能哭.....
然后再重新面对一切...
i need a shine of light to guide me through this gray path...
i will only cry alone,
i only have my own feet to stand on,
no one will guide me,
no one will help me,
simply there just won't anyone to be there.
heartbreak, heartache, tears flowing down....
i'm actually afraid~~~
AFRAID everything will just fade away!!!
June 23, 2009
疯了~@@
也许是课业太忙了~
完全没时间做自己喜欢的东西~
我真的很想留一点小时间给自己完全拥有~
人在忙碌时,总是会想给自己歇一歇~~
突然很想~
1.跳舞....
2.唱歌....
3.弹我不怎么会的琴~XP
4.打羽毛球....
5.游泳.....
6.看个电影.....
但看来...好象都不怎么能抽出什么时间~~
唯一的娱乐~上网....=.=|||
一整天坐着的感觉似乎不怎么健康~
要思考都难.....
心里老想着去玩,
也不是一个好办法...
看来只好专注于课业~
拼一拼.....
*不允许自己再次后悔*
一定要避自己说到做到~~
所以要给自己施加一些压力~~
把压力划为推动力~
HWAITING! ^^
Extra:
最近虽然课业很繁忙,
但觉得自己最近变得有点开朗了~^^
因为有一些东西已经解开了~
所以少了一些担忧~
但想说的是,人越长越大,
就会接触到更多不一样的人或事物~~
单纯很多时候在世界上不怎么能立足~
很多东西真的很需要细心观察与了解~
才能达到更高的境界~
最近学会了忍耐,感恩和原谅~
而且还在努力的成长中.....
June 16, 2009
信じらない?何で?
