Go Bald, Give Hope
February 2, 2009
November 25, 2008
251108-0200pm-cloudy
it's been 1.5mths since i last blogged.basically it's not because i'm lazy but my life's juz plain bored.nway,i'll be off to a 1week holiday in 10days time.i should be happy as this is our much awaited family trip.but besides that point it also simply means i have to leave my baby behind while i go enjoy myself.i don't want to put him at home as no once can take proper care of him.so i have no choice but to put him with Dr Goh.and the worst part is i have to leave him 1 night before we leave as we need to go to the airport as early as 6am the next morning.yeah..i may sound like a freak.but yesterday when my sis reminded me bout leaving him with the vet for a total of 7-8days,i sobbed like a child crying for the parent's attention.it's weird.the last time i cried before i leave for overseas was 2 yrs back when we had to leave my brother behind because he refused to go with us.but that didn't make me cry even before i left.it's weird.but my heart aches when i think my baby is gona be all alone for 7days.i wonder what will he have in mind when we take him to the vet.will he think we're gona abandon him?is he gona forget me when i come back 7days later?will he get used to the new dog food diet instead of his usual chicken meals?will he get naughty when we r not around?will he be ever bullied by other dogs?and i wonder.....can he sleep without my mum's smell?sigh...thinking of all this problem make me teary-eyed..*sob*sob*
October 14, 2008
141008-0959pm-clear
had a real bad day today.i'm starting to feel again whether am i suited for the job i'm in now.i stopped wondering sometime ago as i felt i needed to accept the fact that dad is depending on me n mum to run the factory.he's old n tired already.yes!i understand.that is what a filial daughter should do to repay for all the things the dad has prepared for her.i cannot deny the fact that i've been well fed,well groomed and well taken care of for the past 25 yrs.my parents love me so much,i sometimes think i'll never get to repay their love no matter how much i do.
i do not have a choice but to accept the obstacle GOD gave me.i managed to pull through all those bad times.i know i know.i should be counting my blessings instead of frowning on the little problems which i'm facing.but i can't help it.this problem is going to arise sooner or later.i wonder how many years can i maintain this factory.the factory that feeds all my family members..the factory the whole family depends on...
September 26, 2008
September 17, 2008
170908-2.56am-clear
there are times when you just happen to stay awake at this hour thinking of what life is going to be tomorrow. life has never been different ever since i started working..things just revolve around waking up early morning,go to work,come back from work,go to sleep at night..it's repeating for 4.5 yrs already..basically i call this working life...but at times when i visit other blogs..i tend to think is it me who's boring or am i not putting enough effort to make my life more colourful..why can people do so many things at one time?why is people enjoying life more while working?why do i hide at home right after work giving myself a lame excuse like 'i'm very tired to do anything after work'?yeah..i'm lame giving so many lame excuses whenever dad ask me why am i not going out although it's a weekend.sometimes i think dad is worried i don't make enough friends.he's afraid he's never going to drink his cup of 'son-in-law' tea if i'm still stucked at home and not mixing around.i know he's afraid i'll not have a companion because i can never depend on my parents for companion for the rest of my life.sigh..but there's one thing i remind myself everyday before i sleep.. "tomorrow is going to be a better day when i wake up"..is this lame or what?
August 20, 2008
August 17, 2008
170808-1035pm-clear
hmmm....chong wei lost to lin dan in the badminton finals...not much disappointment though as he lost to a better player.lin dan played better as he could really read chong wei's mind..he read real well giving chong wei no chance to fight back at all...sigh..but never mind!Chong Wei did his best already!CONGRATULATIONS Lee Chong Wei for winning the first medal for Malaysia!!! :)
August 15, 2008
August 6, 2008
July 11, 2008
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