August 29, 2010

怎麼了?










糟糟糟

整個糟透了







這種煎熬  

夠了吧 ? 停了吧 ?









我怎麼了

我不知道  別再問了 .










搞不懂我怎麼可以這麼白痴的想以後想未來
哈哈大笑瘋癲的過生活連我自己都搞不懂我自己了
明明難過得要死要活  卻要在大眾面前假裝很開心很快樂
真的覺得自己越來越假越來越討厭


自以為是的替你 替自己做了決定
你不甘願  我也不甘願  但我知道這是最後我所能選的 
越來越搞不懂自己在做什麼事
一天又一天過去  到了現在回頭看自己  真的覺得夠悲哀


總覺得這種壓力這種煎熬是別人給的  殊不知道自己是多麼糟糕
這幾天總你們問我怎麼了  老實講我也不知道我怎麼了
覺得好累好疲憊  想要說卻說也說不出口 .


這種感覺搞得我整個人變了樣
在人群中總是要仰起嘴角笑  離開人群卻是面無表情
情緒起伏很大連我自己都快不能夠控制了
面對圍繞在身邊討厭的人事物  我真的覺得好煩好煩


好想把所有的一切拋到旁邊 離我越遠越好
好想把我腦袋裡的所有一次清空丟到垃圾桶
好想把過去忘不掉的回憶埋葬起來









好累好累好累  心中有好多好多都說不出來
哭了好久哭了好幾次  還是無法調整好情緒 
搞得明天開學又不怎麼想去上課了











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