May 28, 2009

 感情‥ 放下了嘛‥

以前‥

每當我遇到感情時‥

我總是勇往直前‥

現在‥

我卻慢慢退縮‥

自己一直在思考‥

也思考了很久很久‥

是自己歹命還是什麼‥

為什麼我的感情總是和別人不同‥

每次逛街‥

都會看到很多很多情侶手牽手一起走‥

而我和男友逛街‥

卻無法像那些情侶一樣手牽手一起走‥

我想不透也猜不透‥

那些曾和我交往過的男友‥

是真的愛我還是玩玩我‥

或許是我聽過太多太多的甜言和蜜語了‥

現在總覺得那些男人只是欺騙和玩玩‥

而現在的男友‥

我曾問過他愛我有多少‥

他卻說有90%‥

但我一點也不想相信‥

因為他給我的擔心和等待‥

實在是太多太久了‥

我還是很害怕‥

也對自己的愛情‥

充滿太多太多的恐懼和害怕‥

而我對於男人的心態‥

卻是充滿太多太多的不信任和疑惑‥

我曾經問過自己‥

是否真的該繼續交男友‥

是否該繼續信任男人‥

也問過朋友們的答案和意見‥

而大家給我的答案和意見竟是不要和別交‥

大家明知道我是個害怕孤單和寂寞的人‥

雖然朋友給我的答案和意見是我很不喜歡的‥

但自己卻不得不接受‥

因為我這樣根本是事實‥

現在連我自己都不知道該怎麼辦怎麼做才好‥

我也一直被自己感情困擾著‥

或許‥ 我是該放棄自己的愛情了八‥

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