January 7, 2011

不開心

我該如何開心起來呢?
晚上睡覺時,我一閉上眼睛,
就看見惡夢,我睜開眼,又好睏
我又閉上,又看見了那些惡夢的畫面,
我的心,已經好累好累...累到真的感覺自己憔悴
我已經用最大的能力把自己情緒給壓了下來
但是他就像不倒翁,我一放手他就站起來。
不管我怎麼努力的把情緒壓住
他就是要站起來跟我對抗
我不開心
我想訴說   卻又開不了口
我真想打我自己幾拳   為什麼嘴巴就像裝了拉鍊一樣
寧願死撐自已心裡面的感覺,也不能說出口
我跟兄弟訴說我的不開心 
我想說,說出來會好一點,但是卻治標不治本
我該怎麼辦   我自己都不知道自己該怎麼辦了
我只想求求老天,你不要在開我玩笑了
為什麼會這樣   你知道我好累嗎?  

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