December 3, 2010


將照片複習過一遍,才發覺時間帶走的一切,
逐漸被沖淡的記憶,讓過去不留下一點痕跡。

明明還很熱的天氣,不知道什麼時候已經轉為寒冷的冬天,
小時候看的卡通如今又重播一遍,沒發覺已經是個大二生活在台北。

每天循環的白天黑夜,想念如今已經過了多少天?

……

我想靜下心來可是沒有辦法,
無名淡掉感觸太多我還是放不下,
想說的話,文字無法表達我的想法。

每天害怕空白在家試著把自己搞的很忙,
不能太過冷漠所以強顏歡笑忘記悲傷,
不瞭解自己還是繼續帶著面具,

只是時間過了以後也不會有任何的回憶。

一年接一年過去,
坐在公車上安靜的看著外面的風景,
漸漸習慣每次回大甲的改變,

自從哥去德國之後,這個假日讓自己繼續睡晚一點,
好像沒有地方去就讓自己待在有朋友的地方。

一年接一年過去,
好多想對妳說的話,因為害怕失去只好努力維持這種關係。

今天山上的夜景依然美麗而平靜,
卻還是一個人佇立在最旁邊發呆。

把妳當成是我最大的奢求,然後逐漸習慣,再把自己搞的很忙。


其實改車只是為了填補自己的空虛,是嗎?

我的大學,
車成了唯一的支柱,心情不好的時候去跑山看夜景。

因為你才能在台北認識朋友,
花時間金錢把你改的漂漂亮亮,至少不會吃吃喝喝卻什麼也沒有。

半夜的便利商店,
讓自己活在自己的世界,

帶我去我想去的地方。

別人可以逛街唱歌跑夜店,
我沒有彩色的大學生活,至少還擁有你。



每次看到小狗的影片照片都會想到你,
可是找了好久只剩下這幾張照片,

2007年暑假,把很小的你從動物醫院帶回家,
聽說你在路邊被撿到身體很虛弱,所以要訂時喝藥水。

那時候你每天都很愛睡覺,
那時候還可以把你放在電腦桌上,
那時候會把你帶到大甲國小散步人家都說你肥肥的好可愛,

定期帶你去動物醫院打疫苗看你體重越來越重,

不知不覺你都越來越大了,
爸在前院做了一個你的家,每次過去你都會趴在圍牆上看我們。

每次放你出來你都會暴走式在社區狂奔,
聽說你還撞到牆壁流鼻血,還會扭到腳哀哀叫。

常常半夜睡不著覺和你坐在外面,你都會乖乖坐在石頭上。

對不起因為要騎媽媽的機車之後我很少帶你出去散步,
把你送走前最後一次帶你出去大安海邊,其實我很怕你去那邊會被欺負。

我曾經懷疑你是啞巴狗,都不會吠。
可是後來把你送到三義聽說你一直吠,叔公把你放走了我超級難過。

爸爸跟我說好像某一次騎腳踏車經過看到你,好像有人收養你。


如今三年就這樣過了,
之後再也得不到你的消息,我常常在幻想有一天你可以自己跑回家。
有時候在看到跟你長的很像的狗我都會以為是你,

十萬個對不起也不能彌補我的歉意,
過了這麼久我很想你。

你在哪裡?好想再抱你一遍。

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