對不起，我想你

不需要對不起對不起，我想你

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May 5, 2010

兩杯熱咖啡，心情是明白，
因為，我對的人，不是他。

如果我夠坦率的話，我真想親口跟他說聲謝謝你，
沒有和他的過去，就不會有我們的現在，和未來，
謝謝我們愛過，謝謝我們遺憾，
還有，謝謝你，讓我學會，愛。

有很長的一段時間，我不能翻閱我們的照片，因為我不想哭，對著照片掉眼淚並不適合我。
有很長的一段時間，我沒有辦法去到我們曾經去過的場所，因為回憶太擠，而當眾嚎啕大哭會讓我看起來很神經。
有很長一段時間，我不能夠說出你的名字，連聽也不能聽的那種不能夠，因為我知道我會哭，未語而淚先流，這句話只適合我寫，而不適合我做。
可是我其實一直在哭，在心裡哭。
我不知道幹什麼我要這樣，人前歡笑人後落淚，我只知道你對我而言不太一樣，不，是很不一樣。