Inevitable.
Nothing can describe the way i truly feel.
And It's close to impossible for me to let my thoughts be known.
In fact, i dont think it'll make any difference but probably only bring more damage.
Ever since then, I chose to ignore.
To just go with the flow..
I mean, who am i to ask for?
But you know..
There are some things in life, some changes in life,
you can never demand for.
Knowing that it may never happen,
Knowing that this would only bring disappointment,
I still chose to have that slight hope deep down inside.
Willing to bear all the consequences for it.
Which some times, is more than i can take.
I don't know what will happen in the long run,
I really dont.
But seems like it, the signs ain't too good.
And i'm barely hanging on.
It's breaking me into pieces everytime it happens.
There's so much discomfort that it becomes totally ridiculous!
Owh man.
XiaShuen. What have you brought upon yourself..
what have you done to yourself?
I just.. dont know what to do nor feel no more...
LOST is merely the word for it.
too soon to too late.