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说到傻，
我一直都在说我身边的朋友傻。
其实我觉得，

不小心伤害到了一个人。
无意 。
已经被视为有意了。。

如果你爱一个人，
你会爱她多久？
一天？一个月？一年？十年？一世？

Let me start this in a much more simple way, that can be understood by everyone, “exam fever”! Who ever on the earth don’t know what exactly exam fever is. And now, as a college boy in my life, I am having my first college first semester exam tomorrow. How will it be? Will it be interesting? Or will it be suffocating difficult that we need to scratch our brain out to find the correct answer? I guess, no one knows.

I know those “seniors” will say, “check out the past year question and you could answer the question easily.” Yes I know, true enough, this is what most people will say when others are facing difficulty in handling their exam. And in fact, this is a truth that briefly screen through the past year question is the best solution to fully understand what is coming up in the up coming exam paper. But still, people get lazy easily, I mean, I get lazy easily and this is really a major problem faced by me for years. That no one can help to get rid of it.

When “exam fever” comes across my mind, the first thing that flashes through my imaginary eyes is the scene in my class, neither 4SA1 nor 5SA1. Everyone holding books in his or her hands, asking help from here to there. Still arguing which statement is correct, (peter’s law, haha). There’re lots of memories in the class. Things we did and things we didn’t even bother. This also reminded me that during exam fever, Kean Min and I were the leads that bring down the exam fever, asking everyone not to study. Swaying here and there, looking for leng lui along the hallway and allies. Went to toilet from time to time. Trying to cheat ourselves that we were not worry at all. In fact, both of us are the same type, kia su.

i got friends who is in 单恋-ing..

i got friends who is in 暗恋-ing..

really don have the mood to study, still in the playing mode that couldn't easily be pulled out. i really tried hard to get myself onto the table and study, but ended up to stick my pair of eyes on the laptop. although stuff that i read through are sometimes not very nice, some may even hurt me; but still, i can spend time on it. 

sometimes i really felt that human is a very clever or, i named them crazy organism in the earth. take a very simple example, horror movie is just like its name, horror, but then, still got people like to take this risk and get themselves scared by the scene. and for me, i am more special, although i know it would be a very sad story, i still want to face it. or get myself hurt. 

I just went for a movie in KLCC, named "Ghosts of Girlfriends Past". I am not very sure whether should i watch this movie at the beginning. Because this appears to be another problem for me to think about.

In this movie, Conner Mead ( Matthew McConaughey ), who is a womanizer, which for me is a playboy, seems to turn into a new leaf after all those ghost ghost stuff. But throughout the whole story, i found out that there're something quite similar to my life.

here i come again. Whether i am choosing the right choice or better for me to remain silence. This is not a very tough job or whatsoever, i know that and i knew that. But i just couldn't help forcing myself out before i get into it. It was really a very difficult job for me. 

Should i stay what i am now?? Or should i go deeper?? Should i get someone from another one?? Or should i stay calm?? Should I "grab" or "snatch"?? Should I guess what they are thinking or should I stay like i know nothing??

yesterday was the first time for me to really wasted time on waiting time to pass..
to recelebrate jinn's birthday, we went for a movie yesterday at 1.15a.m. and after that,
went to look out point to pass our extra time.. 

我觉得我还是我，
 
最厉害假装没事。。。。

yea..
i admit..
this happen again..

又不知道要从哪里开始了。
来到了学院，本就应该有学院的生活。
但看来还是不行。。

yea..
it's time to blogging again..
being busy for more than one whole month..

不知道要从哪里开始，今天真的发生太多事情了。是太快，还是太慢？
今天一早，我一个人到pusat pos laju拿嘉仪寄来的东西。走了大半天才拿到，原来是两颗粽子。我记得我说过今年端午节没有吃到粽子，嘉仪就真的寄来两颗。虽然不知道是谁做的，但那份哝哝的心意，我可当然感受得到。
话不多说，我马上就出门，到巴士站会合Jefferd，一起到Time Square去会合其他的O O finalist。其他废话就不多说。到了Time Square，有Kai Loon, William, Wayne, Ryan, Alex, LJ, Jade, Kevin, Eu Jin, Adam, Jia Win, Sherllyn, Charis, Jin, Nicholas, Eva还有Jefferd。我们之间有人各自来到会合我们。