To be or not to be?

December 10, 2007

To be or not to be is the question we should answer. I think this was the lines in KO One say by Wang Ya Se or Calvin. Don’t ask me why I’m starting my blog on this entry. All I know my mind seem to be attach to that line. I think that question apply to love and life. I think so because if you want something does you want to be or not? If you want to, then you should fight for it. In love there’s time where you wish you were the one even if you know it’s to impossible to happen. But what I think that in love we think it’s not going to work but we wish it would. Why do we often do that? I think it’s because in life people live for love or they live for something else. But when we stress on either we can be or not they make us confuse. We are confused on the life we live in and should we tell the person that we love that we love them? But it’s ok because that’s life. In life there’s time where we want to kill ourselves because of family stress and how we are suppose to act in a role. Many of us walk around school and even at our home with a fake smile to make others happy. But for others happiness we lost our own happiness. Some of us act happy and cute but really we are scare to face the truth. For example my cousin Dean is a person who everybody adores and cares for. They think he’s a good boy and is intelligent. But truth is the love that my family gave him is the wrong love.

This love had cause my cousin tremendous pressure and sometimes make him lose his own personality. Many people always call on him for help but who does he call for help? He can rely only for himself and I understand how he feel because me myself and I felt the same thing also. I live in a world where people think I’m someone that I’m not. To be or not to be is my question I want to be a good daughter but if I become a good daughter I lose myself in a pressure of where my parents want me to do the best. Even being the best will not make you happy. I think living life simple and having someone that love you matters more then having money and a person that was force to become your love one. So tell me whether I should be me or be someone who everyone wants me to be?